Thursday, January 15, 2009

Seriously, this freaking place I live in.

A motherfudging fake ass city!

Seriously, no one is like trust worthy anymore.

Everyone lies to me, they hide stuff from me and really, there too afraid to tell me stuff

TO MY FACE!

Seriously, if you don't want to be my friend, tell me you stupid mother fxxking retard!

Don't try and make me look like a retard, because honey

You have succeed. Seriously, why are you all so goddamn fake!

It's so irritating D:

Seriously, no one is real to me anymore and like . . .

Dude . . . it's hurtful, it makes me depressed every single day now and it makes me wish that

Our Graudation was so much sooner.

God Fxcking DAMMIT! D:

I hate my life

It's like a motherfucking joke man

Ugh I hate you.

Monday, January 12, 2008

Seriously, my friends are my life. I would need a whole bible to write down all the names of the people in my life to influence. There have been haters from my old school & current school. There are some who I don't like, and there are my sisters.
The people in my life have brought of many views in my life. I don't really know how to explain it...but they just do :D


what really ticks me off sometimes are liars. today this girl promised me to give me breaking dawn which i haven't read yet T.T oh i brought the wrong book && stop reminding me; i'm nice enough to actually lend it to you.
what a priss man! she is such a liar, saying she has breaking dawn -.- i bet it was someone elses. seriously, i know i often lie, but seriously that just ticks me off.


seriously, what is up with all this gossip? i mean really must we all stab each other in the back when we don't mean to? i don't think anyone has thought about what they are doing when they say like oh that shirt makes her look too thin or something like that. i know that when i'm hanging out with my friends, i honestly feel insecure sometimes. i wonder if i do the wrong thing, or if i make a fool out of myself. like at parties, i try to have a good time, but i have the hair on the back on my neck standing, getting a chill running down & up my spine. seriously, i wonder what people say about me. i wonder am i the geek they take about behind my back, or am i the girl people are secretly jealous of?


don't you girls every wonder what guys are thinking? i mean they may seem tough and all but WHAT are they thinking on the inside! Is it food, is it you? Is it another girl!?! Seriously we wanna know. I never really asked my guy friends;; what are you thinking? but i've always wanted too. i think i will start tomorrow with my ex-crush because i've always wondered the most about him. now it's a good time to ask right? x] haha
well comment me telling me what you think are usually in a guys head, because i think it's there true emotions :D
[do they have any? no offense]

xoxo- mariam georgina

Sunday, January 11, 2008

we all are different.
why are there barbies and plastics in our lives
they try to be the same, but they fall on their face.

Yellow. The color of the sun,
But is it a happy color? o.o
xxoo.

Yeep :D I'm weird. Really & honestly....

I have no idea what to write.
I guess I'll just write about my real life.
So anyways. I am going to the Obama Inauguration && I'm super duper excited. But I'm nerves at the same time. I have all these questions in my head such as will I meet Obama and if he will like me, and if I make a good impression.
Yeah just typical nerves. But about school...I just got over my friends/x- crush Kelvin and I still think he's like very adorable, because really...he's a nice guy. But my friend Ana and me thought he was such a bullxshitter one day that we were in shock. Seriously, I really shouldn't think he's cute right? I mean it's been almost 3 godxdamn years and he's never liked me before...yeah whatever. He can be a jerk and miss out.

seriously, to my best friend Samantha. she is taken by my this boy Steve. he's in high school and she's going next year [like me]
she wants to go to high school and i think that's so darn cute ^.^
they are like so xmillions in loved! there was a rumor that Steve made out with this other girl who people said was a blond.
he said he hates blonds and then people said oh it was his sister.
seriously, I'm glad that didn't interfere with there relationship! they are so cute;; she lost her wallet & iPod and he got her a new red nano chromatic.
how freaking sweet is he! :D
I'm so happy for her <3>

okay seriously, i hate like with passion when these little 5 year old go like
ohh i loveee twilight! Edward Cullen is soo hot!
noo i love Jacob. ohmygodd there like amazinggg
It's sooo irritating! It's like Stephanie Meyers writing is like nothing! She writes everything with passion and pretty much no one feels it. When you see the movie, yeah you're jaw drops on how insanely gorgeous everyone is, but look at the details involved; look at the work Stephanie has put to write this amazing story.